Tuesday, March 18, 2014

What's my age again?

Yikes! I can't believe I'm really 23.. I have been thinking about this a lot lately, and seriously  what good is there about being 23 haha? the night before I turned 23 a month ago.. I was listening to good ole taylor swift .. I don't know about you but I'm feeling 22, had to enjoy it while I could.. I wanted a new theme song for my new age and I searched google and I dare you to go look up the songs, every song about 23 is super depressing and sad. In the worlds of Blink 182 .. no one likes you when your 23.. is pretty much how i'm feeling right about now haha! I get on facebook just to see someone else is engaged, married, starting a full blown family, graduating! it's crazy! then you look at me and I'm just kinda doing my own thing haha! at least I got the mission going for me right? but seriously what have I been doing with the last 23 years of my life!? than it got me thinking, honestly who cares what everyone else is doing or not doing..everyone looks at everyone else's life to find something they want and wish. so as I was thinking about that I realized your life is just that YOUR life. you really can't compare your life to anyone else. I had to take a step back to see what and who I really am. I really think everybody needs to take a step back sometimes and examine who they are! I'm 23, I have found true friends, I have fallen in love, I've had my heart broken, I've had pointless jobs, I've traveled, I have a firm foundation of the gospel. I laugh more then I cry, I've gotten 4 nieces and 1 nephew who are my world! I try to see the positive in everything, I love my family more than life and I seem to love them more and more as I get older. I know what kind of future I want, I know the kind of guy I want to marry, I know what kind of wife I want to be. You can love your life no matter where you are at. I know sometimes it can be a struggle to watch other people succeed, but I hope that we can be happy for them and enjoy those moments with them, don't forget to enjoy your own. You only get to live this moment once, so don't waste your life waiting for the next big thing to happen in your life. Don't worry about what others are doing focus on what your doing! Most of my favorite memories are not any huge life changing event but just something that randomly occured! I love my life! I'm going to to choose to not just wait for something or anything it'll happen when it'll happen.. anyway that is what it's like to be 23 in my life haha! I figured why not put some picutres of being 22!- which so far as been the best year:) but I have a feeling 23 will be even greater!








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